Thursday, June 27, 2013

I had a dream that I was driving my car but it  was crammed with people in it...6 including me. I don't know how but there was someone jammed up against my lap and the gear stick...made sense in the dream. At any rate I wasn't in a good mood but I dropped them off in front of someplace that looked like a Costco or something while I went to go find parking. Then I hear a weird clicking noise and look back at my back right tire to see that it is completely flat AND off the rim somehow. I park the car and my dad and another man are there. They help me pick up the tire and tell me not to worry about it. My dad then tells me to come home with him because he wants to show me something.

Be basically tells me my mother and him have a "me" as a baby and my mom is right now in their bed room trying to rock him to sleep. I get sort of nervous but at the same time am curious to see..me I guess. My dad guides me to the room and there is a small child walking around on wobbly legs in front of me with really brown hair. I immediatly start welling with tears and hug the child in my arms. To my surprise the little boy speaks " I am really sad that I won't be able to keep you." I hug him a bit closer and tell him not to worry, you will always be with me forever. And then I woke up.

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

You playing small does not help the world.
You will recognize your own path when you come upon it. Because you will suddenly have all the imagination and energy you will ever need.
Smart kids over think what they know as a boundary.
I was asleep in my own bed.
I woke up and I was on the couch.
Without a thought I got up, went about my day. And thus went to sleep again.
And awoke on my dining room chair.

The next outside...

The next across town...

The next another country...

You died when you were younger. You have no place in THIS world...

Perhaps the void of this world has drawn you from YOUR world to be a piece of the puzzle of this reality.
My greatest fear is that I will let others down.

And the black depths.